Rhythm of My Heart

Closing my eyes
Picture myself walking in the rain
Raindrops pounding on my body
Corresponding with the rhythm of my heart
Closing my eyes
Thinking of the day
Everything will be easy
Trying to picture
Trying to visualize
But, nothing
Nothing
Comes to my mind
Feeling frozen
Rain stops falling
Standing in the dark
Thinking
What will the future be like?
Will all my problems
Disappear?
Or will it always be
Just as hard...