sad+day

when im sad i always remember about my dad. he use to be bad but one day. i told him to stop cuz he was gonna get stopped by the cops. he didn't listen he kept drinking he told me he felt something inside in his heart. like if it stopped and his pressure dropped take me to my house im gonna tell your mom to take me to the hospital as fast as possible. so they can check me or inject me if you see what i mean.i wish this never happened to me. i wish this was just a dream hold my hand very tight. i hope with this operation i don't die cuz i haven't said to no one good bye...